broken heart

shattered dream,
face reality,
start new life...

不舍

掰掰~

明天就得离开了,

得离乡背井到东甲去读书.

我会想你们的！

到了那边，

会与你们保持联络的，朋友们！

如果有空，

部落格也会更新。

密切关注~

准备

今天是卫塞节
七早八早就起床
然后就到人山人海的威中佛教会
今天早上艳阳高照
加上热不堪言的天气
汗水直流...
没办法
一年一度
算了~
然后再去大山脚佛教会
遇到韵璇,伟彬和佳敏,
他们都做义工(实在伟大,羡慕)
然后就浴佛
再喝杯冰冰的小麦草(赞助商提供),
很舒服....

过后就到jusco买我去东甲的日常用品.
因为很多东西要买,
花了不少钱...
要开课了,
很紧张!
人生地不熟,
又得一对三(一位华人对三个马来人),
百感交集~

再此为那些和我一样为学业,前途而打拼的人,
献上满满的祝福~
最重要是学业进步,
不要求最好,只要求更好~
朋友们加油~

失望

昨天知道JPA成绩了.
那个官方网站应该是太多人登陆了,
所以我一直拼命地按刷新的按钮.
最后终于给我成功进入了~
然后就打身份证号码和密码.
然后又是等等等...
跳出来了,
是tahniah!
然后我就想傻公一样乱喊,
全家人都吓一跳.
哪里知道越看越下,
才知道得的是本地的!
喂!
我都没申请本地的!
你做啥给我本地的?!
然后就很失落...
跟上一秒的反应落差太多了.
全家都没心情了.
我出国的梦也随之破灭!
TT
我很希望奇迹会出现,
但事实已摆在眼前了...
对了,
那个本地的公共服务局奖学金还是要我回同一个预科班学院读,
看了直接七孔流血,欲哭无泪...
我最终会选择预科班而不是JPA,
因为我不想被它绑住,为它做工,简直就是卖身契...
但,
我学会了感恩,
因为我还是比其他人幸运了那么一点.
相信上帝关上了你生命的一扇门,终会开个窗给你,
我会等待那一扇窗的!

考过了

哈哈~
我的车和摩哆的考试及格了,
很快就可以拿到驾车执照了.

今天.
下了很大的长命雨.
大家都在等,
等它能在几点停下来,
让我们好好考车.
结果,
我就等到一点才考.
不要以为雨停了,
还没停,
大家都在雨天进行考试.
害得我现在有点病了(咳咳...)

摩哆考试时,
我很怕.
我吞了三粒不小的巧克力才上场.
好彩,
我通过了.

二话不说,
就被叫去考车.
还没轮到我时,
我很用力去祈祷!
观音娘娘听见了~
TT
又惊又险地通过了~
谢谢...
差点感动到落泪.
因为我很怕再考第二次,
而且不便宜!!!

好了,
分享完毕.
谢谢大家的支持和鼓励~
密切留意~

怕怕

明天要考车了
很怕
很紧张...
我不要fail多一次!
希望上天多多保佑...
祝我好运吧!

母亲节快乐

双亲节又到了!
全球又崛起感恩的气氛.
就在这个季节试着感动你的母亲吧~

送上一首大家熟悉的歌给全天下的母亲
celine dion---because you loved me

for all those times you stood by me
for all the truth that you made me see
for all the joy you brought to my life
for all the wrong that you made right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love i found in you
i'll be forever thankful baby
you're the one who held me up
never let me fall
you're the one who saw me through through it all
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me
you gave me wings and made me fly
you touched my hand i could touch the sky
i lost my faith you gave it back to me
you said no star was out of reach
you stood by me and i stood tall
i had your love i had it all
i'm grateful for each day you gave me
maybe i don't know that much
but i know this much is true
i was blessed because i was loved by you
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me
you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me
a light in the dark shining your love into my life
you've been my inspiration
through the lies you were the truth
my world is a better place because of you
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
because you loved me
i'm everything i am
i'm everything i am
because you loved me

失败

今天考车和摩哆了.
结果
不及格.

其实我已经预料到会有这样的事发生了.
昨天练摩哆时,
刚开始时能顺顺利利地通过桥那边的,
而且还有十多秒的记录.
哪里知道,
后来就越练越不顺.
一直从桥掉下来.
后来就被老师叫去收摩哆了.
哪里知道,
今天太过紧张,
加上昨晚失眠,精神状态不好,
那个考官叫我上桥时,
就赶快开大油,
结果开太大了,
直接从桥掉下来.
整个人傻掉,
心想完蛋了.
幸好bahagian tiga不用重考...
不过打击太大了,
因为练了那么久
有够伤的....
TT

昨天练车的时候是不错的.
只有一次从桥滑下来.
哪里知道今天clutch放不够,
滑下来...
TT
车的bahagian tiga也过关.
为什么要这样对我?!
两个bahagian dua都不及格?!!!!
结果下个星期要重考...
天啊~
下回一定要保佑我...

明天有matrikulasi的讲座会
会遇到很多朋友

p/s:希望要考车的人不要犯下我那么笨的错误